Hi Bro,

How are you doing up there fella?

I guess you've been looking down on all that has been happening here. As you probably know me and Tina are expecting our first child in September, a baby boy! Not to sure on names but rest assured your name will be included. I'll tell him all about you and the great times we had doing all sorts of things and the times we used ot wind each other up. Hoping he'll enjoy fishing and hill walking/camping.

It may sound trange but I've kind of made a promise to myself to live my life as best as I can for you and Grandad and to make you both proud. I think that's why even when I'm tired and don;t feel like doing much I still carry on doing things, like decorating the house, or getting a new job as I want you to both be proud of me and I don;t want to let you down.

The boys are okay, even though I don;t see them often I saty in touch. Went to the Lake District a few weeks ago and climbed Helvelen, felt strange to climb up the same place you had walked. When I got to the top and I was in the cloud I was all alone and surrounded in white, it flet like I arrived in heaven and it was silent and I just imagned you and grandad walking towards me out of the cloud waving.

I do miss you terribly bro and I would die to bring you back.

Well fella I have to go now but as you know you're always with me, and grandad is to. I love you both lots and lots and will be looking forward to seeing you both again.

Lastly check out this tune it absolutely rocks, will be geeting on vinyl. Imagne moshing to it bro, pushed up against the stack av'ing it!!

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DJ Blank (Take Control) Letter C

Love ya always. xx

Hello bro,

Hope you're keeping well mate, man I miss you so much.

I've not been up to a great deal just working, fishing and messing round really, not sure what I do to fill my time really. Popped over dads the other day to clean the car it was freezing, minus 1.5 degrees.

Nan is well and I bet you won't belive this but she's off to Lillians for a couple of weeks soon! I'll nip over the bungalow to make sure all okay. Me, Dad, Pitcher and Mark are off to the Lakes in April, just for 3 days - I've booked us in a hostel (I'll have your photo with me). Remember wild camping in Wales when we shared a tent with Pitcher and you wanted to cook packets of noodles, man that was funny.

I'll nip over mum's this weekend to use the computer and show her and Terry photo's of holidays. Me and Tina are going to Barcelona in a few weeks, just for a couple of days.

Also I've got Thursday off this week so will be taking nan to see Colin the Smoke and also pop to an aquatic shop, boring I know for you - still gets nan out and about.

The boys are all okay, don't see them that often as we all seem to busy doing bits and pieces. Hoping to see Steve tomorrow night!

I had a little cry the other day in the car when I listened to some hardcore stuff, mega bass but it made me upset. I keep thinking about millions of things, rave, parties, travels, cars, motobikes, arguements, climbing, holidays and all the things we used to get up to.

I miss you so much Jim and I hope you are with me always. I long to be with you again and know that one day you can say to me 'take it easy geezer'.

All my love from your brother Tom ;-)

Till I arrive rest easy with grazzo. x

Hi Bro,

How are ya geezer?

Been a while fella. Please don't think bro that as I'm not on here that often that I'm not thinking about you....you are with me all the time. Whilst on holiday I lay thinking about you, when I'm running, at work and just in daily life.

Me and Tina went to Mexico for 2 weeks, lovely country, terrific people and awesome sights. The flight home was a right pain, turbulence... remember the flight to Thailand you nearly pulled the seat rest off because of turbulence.

Met up with the boys last week for a pint, dad came along - had your picture with me. I don't see the girls and Jackie that much now but they have their own lives and I'm pleased they are happy. Mum and dad are so so, but none of us will the same again.

Christmas and life in general is not the same as the good old days...I so wish it was, family christmas, and always something going on. Sitting round the burner with the boys at dads, you on the guitar! Nans and dads seems so empty now....lifeless.

Me and dad went to Ranworth Christmas morning, put you and grandad a note in the broad and we had a stella each. We poured some in so you could both have a drop to drink.

The old bill have clamped down on the raves now....good job we went to them when we did.

Well thats all bro, you take care and visit me anytime you like. I was proud to have you as my brother even though I never told you that.

All my love Jim - rest in peace my friend and keep an eye out for us all at the gates!

xxxxxxx

well its this time of year again bro it comes around so quick.this year iam looking forward as faye is older so she will be opening the presents ours to probably lol.just to see her face light up when she walks into the living room and say ooooo.or just head straight to the kitchen for breakfast as usual.iam sure you will be looking in on us all as you always have done bro.you have a good christmas where ever you are at this moment in time love always big sis nig and not so baby faye x x x x x x x