hello darling just thanking you for my messages glad your with everone and everthing is fine keep the messages comming john they maqke me feel so much better people must thinkl i,m mad but i no the messages i get from you no one could ever know and i know you would contact me if you could i was talking to someone the other day and they said would you ever meet anyone else jose i said NO john was my first boyfriend i was with him for 45 years and i cauld never love anybody the way i loved him i,ve got my memories and my children to keep me going till i join you and i will well darling till the next letter love you always your josie xxxxxxxxxxxx
hi ya darling
just thought i,de sent you a little message and tell you brooke loves her new job donna,s down the van with james she needs a rest but she,s ok have you seen jane yet john if not keep looking for her so she,s not on her own though i wouldn,t think she would be with most of the family there now when she died i thought you or lilymight have came and got her i hope it was one of you,s she is at peace now john, i just wish i could see you just once instead of feeling you all my lo0ve josie xxxx
john
well i thought i had a dream last night even got up and went down to go to your room and then thought he,s not there and then it hit me it was you playing your jokes and letting me know you was with me but do you know after i got in bed i never woke up till the morning and that is the first time since you left me that i have sleeped all night so thank you for that i just thought i,d let you know i know you was with there and thank you darling love you always josie xxxxx
johnny
forgive me john if i still cry why was it you who had to die, others have lost there husbands i know but you were mine and i loved you so xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
johnny
i love and miss you so much all i could do today was come and see your grave but if only i could see you just once more and know you are still happy up there i will TRY and move forward because when your happy then i am love you josie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
father in law
well johnboy, i miss you son, and i wish you were still here with us , it just aint the same with out you, god bless ya johnboy .see ya when i get there..love ya mush.. jimmyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MY DAD MY HERO
hiya dad, well its been a year since you went away, and people say it gets better with time, well im still waiting.. if anything i feel its got harder, with each passing day i think of you..and i miss you so much ..i wish with all my heart that you didnt hav to go, but i no you could not carry on as you was .you were in so much pain, but you never once lost your pride, for that you are forever my hero, you were always pleased to see us ,even wen you didnt feel like talking ...you still did, and we knew how much you loved us all, you told me soo many times, so i hope you are having a wonderful time with everyone up there, your out of your pain now,and thats all we ever wanted, even tho it meant looseing you, thats the price we had to pay. and god only nos , how that broke all our hearts..not having you around is so hard to come to terms with, but i no what you would be saying.....OHI OHI..STOP IT.. so for now we will try and be strong .thats wat you would want.till we meet again dad...i love you and miss you BIG TIME!! god bless pa donna xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxx
grandad
you was the best grandad in the world , and i miss you so much grand, miss watching snooker together most...see you in my dreams grand ..i lov ya james xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my mate
my best friend cant believe its a year still miss you norman xx
grandad
On this day your memory remains close to us.miss you so much love you still love kane xx
miss you
its been a year it seems like ten i miss you so much john but you no that i no they say it gets easier but when, when you,ve been with each other like we have all these years we was one we knew what each other was thinking or going to say and now thats gone but theres one thing thats not gone my love for you i will love you always john but you know that till we meet again my darling josie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
john
its the first time in 46 years you hav,nt been here to share your birthday with us all it was a sad time for us all we could do is +visit your grave i miss you so much they say its gets easer as time goes on but for me it has got harder because we were never apart i love you josie xxxxxxxxxxxx
from me to you john
hi ya darling
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father in law
MY DAD MY HERO
grandad
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