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• johnny

  

  its been 2 years john today that i last saw you and i love a miss you very much life is not fair sometimes cos when you see the best taken away so early it makes you wonder why but then again there would,nt be a heaven without people like you they say god only takes the best and he sure did when he took you i,m waiting for the children to come to take me to the cemetary that is all i can do to is give you flower,s finishing now my darling love a miss you till we meet again your josie xxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 18th Jan 2011

• anniversary

  

  well john as you no it would have been 41 years today we got married and you thought i was,nt comming cos i was late but that was cos west ham was at home and i got caught in traffic i can still see your face but you knew i would be there cos i loved you so much and still do, i dont know how many times i,ve told you how much i miss you john but i miss you so much i miss our chats our laughter, i think when one partner dies the heart of the other dies to we carry on but you don,t want to if you no what i mean we smile and laugh when were meant to to keep others happy but in side were dying to well darling keep up with the messages they do make a difference i love you john and always will josie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 27th Sep 2010

• from me to you john

  

  hello darling just a few words to say thank you for the messages i,m glad your all together again and are fine keep the messages comming they make me feel so much better i bet people think i,m mad but i don,t
  because some messages i get no one could ever know about, how about this then i was talking to someone the other day they said jose would you ever meet anyone else i said NO i was with john for 45 years he was my first boyfriend and i could never love anybody like i loved you plus i have enough memorys and children to keep me going thank you, well my darling till the next letter love you forever your josie xxxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 5th Sep 2010

• johnny

  

  just sitting here thinking about you and got a message to say janes alright i had a dream about you last night not a very nice one i dreamed you woke up but they wouldn,t believe me i told them that you moved and they said you never i told you what they said and you said tell them i am and what am i wearing my sports coat for and i gave you a big cuddle then i woke up and i didn,t want to go back to sleep so i got up at 6.30 o john i wish i could see you instead of feeling you i just want to give a cuddle but writing to you does help a little, going round the spiritual church has helped me thou john getting them little messages from you are wonderfull they do make me feel better i knew if you could send me a message it would be through the church i signing off now darling i love a miss you so much john they say time heels i dont think so it gets worse all my love josie xxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 7th Aug 2010

• my johnny

  

  just sitting here thinking about you john wanting to tell you whats been happening and i got a message from you telling me that janes alright and you like to see donna having a rest down the van i,m glad you said that because she was thinking about giving it up this year cos she mist me to much i told her not to be silly its a break for her a jimmy, i dream,t about you again last night but it wasn,t very nice i kept telling the doctors that you wasn,t gone because you kept moving and you asked me why you was in your sports jacket when i told you you said well i,m not so tell them to go away and then i gave you a long cuddle and i woke up i didnt want to go back to sleep after that so i got up at 6.30, anyway darling everyones ok that is because your looking after us but i do wish i could see you and not just feel you but its early days yet well john i will sign off now i love you john and miss you so much but writing to you does help a bit and i dont know what i would have done this last year without the spiritual church all the messages you,ve sent me has made me feel better your loving wife josie xxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 7th Aug 2010

• a little note for you my john.

  

  hello john just thought i,d give you an up date of whats been going on it makes it easier if i write to you instead of talking to your photo brooks on holiday she,s loving it donna went a way last weekend she said it was nice lisa,s not going till september and john-boy still raceing his pigeons he,s doing well and me well i still miss you soooo much but writing it down helps a bit i bet if people new there,d think i,m mad but it does help me i do feel a bit better after well me darling speak to you soon love you josie xxx

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  By josie brooks on 7th Jul 2010

• fathers day

  

  another fathers day and your not here and it breaks my heart cos you used to like reading your cards when the kids had gone cos you always had a tear in your eye and the grandchildren couldn,t understand that it was because you were so proud of your children and the words they would write you knew they meant them any way darling happy fathers day to you and i love you sooooo much josie xxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 19th Jun 2010

• missing you

  

  i miss you more now than ever they say it gets easier i dont think so its times like fathers day you used to look forward at seeing what the kids wrote in your cards then have a little tear cos they said how much you meant to them and how much they loved you and still do that can never change you are there hero and always will be all we can do is bring you flowers now ,but i know you are with us always i miss you tormenting me and your smile and when i,d say o your a pest you would say dont say that and we would both end up laughing cos you took it to heart i miss you so much i know your out of pain now love you always josie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 16th Jun 2010

• hi ya darling

  

  just sending you a little message brooke loves her new job donna,s down the van with james she needed a break but she,s ok, have you seen janie yet if you havn,t look out for her she is at peace now
  john you know what she was going through and i hope it was you or lily that came and got her i wish i could see you just once i feel you but its not the same anyway enough of me feeling sorry for myself again i love you soooo much sleep tight my darling all my love josie xxxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 4th Jun 2010

• johnny

  

  i had a dream last night and it was so real that i got out of bed and went to go in your room i heard the bell go and i thought o whats wrong but then i rememberd that you wern,t there but it seemed so real john i thought he is letting me know he,s here with me tonight so thank you for that darling it made me feel a bit better after getting up i sleeped all night the first time since you left me well john i thought i,d tell you that i know you was there i love you xxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 13th May 2010

• hello john

  

  just thought i would write and tell you that brooke loves her new job and i,m so glad she wasn,t that keen on the old one although they didn,t want her to leave they really liked her but then again who dont like her this one is in fashion so you can imagine benny @ james have got to go to school today but kane hasn,t so you can imagine they only have polling in the infant schools so kane is happy well darling i,m going now writr when i have some more news love you josie xxx

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  By josie brooks on 6th May 2010

• johnny

  

  forgive me john if i still cry but why was it you who had to die, others have lost there husbands i know, but you were mine and i loved you so. love you always josie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 3rd May 2010

• grandad

  

  hello grand just thought i,d tell you what iv,e been doing during the school holidays iv,e been round your house every day with nanny iv,e helped her in your shalley but its still not the same without you grand going in you room brings so many memories good one,s but i wish you was here with us kane done a bit of painting for nanny so did i well grand thats all for now we love you benny a kane xxx

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  By josie brooks on 15th Apr 2010

• loving you always

  

  i love you now and always will,i didnt know i could love you any more than i did when you was here i only wish i could here the bell every two minutes again i wont say i wont moan about it but it would be nice to hear it once again ,till we meet again john your josie xxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 14th Apr 2010

• hello darling

  

  just a quick message to let u know that everything is ok her as you know but i like to tell you anyway brooke went college she getting on lovely i know you would have let her practise on your hair lol but she,s good she does a few people didn,t think she would keep it up but she has done well they have done the grass at the cemetary and me and donna have finished the grave tell benny that vicky and the baby is fine she had her scan last week she was so excited i know he is proud of them both as you was i bet you told him all about leah and vicky not that he didn,t know he,s like you and has to be near his loved one,s the boys are fine jimmy,s not to bad getting sorted out now donna said she knows when you are around she smells you well darling i,le finish now cos won,t have nothing to write next time love you always josie xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie-pc on 25th Mar 2010

• johnny

  

  i havn,t wrote to you lately so i thought it was time i did and let you know whats going on but you know already but there might be some you missed benny and james r getting on alright at school kane is still the same loves his foodlike you did he often says i,l have that grandad used to give me that well brooke i know you are proud of her but she,s getting on great a proper donna so i know that makes you happy john-boy is fine worries me sometimes never no what he,s thinking but you were like that and looking at him is like looking at you that makes me so proud lisa well is still lisa scatty hahadont go bingo so much donna well she,s still running around like she alway,s does where she gets her energy i dont know vicky phones me most nights and they still come round to see me like you said they would but i don,t see anybody else not that i,m botherd as you said you will see who your friends are when i,ve gone and you was right as usual well darling i,m going to finish now but i will swent you another letter soon i love and miss you so much your josie xxxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie-pc on 8th Mar 2010

• john

  

  john the grandchildren went out in your room the other day to see what i had done to it and kane came back and said nanny i can smell grandad in his room and i said to him well it was his and you used to come and visit him there now he,s comming and visiting you there and because you cant see him he,s letting you no by his smell, i told you all just because you cant see him doesn,t mean he,s not here he was so pleased john he told everyone in school so just letting you know we do know your with us all love you josie xxxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 23rd Jan 2010

• brother-in-law

  we miss you johnny it doesn,t seem that long that we sat and had our chats on a wednesdays love carol a john x

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  By josie brooks on 20th Jan 2010

• grandad

  

  we love and miss you so much its not the same without you we miss your kisses and they were kisses specially when you hadn,t shaved but we know you loved us and we still do we will never forget you grand never cos you were the best grandad in the world and when we grow up if we r half the man you were mummy and daddy will be so proud of us love you grand forever your ben-boy a kane xxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 20th Jan 2010

• johnny

  

  i miss you so much john its so lonely without you beside me

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  i miss you so much john its so lonely without you here with me its the little things that i miss most like telling you what the grandkids done at school or about brooke she,s so beautiful and caring but i know you know that all ready but it just would be so lovely to here you say that to me and how donna a jimmy have done a good job with both of them james as well my james as you called him, all them things i miss talking to you about, but writing this down for you makes it a little easer they say it does get easier but when it has,nt for me so far i love you with all my heart and i alway,s will josie xxxxxxxxx

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  By josie brooks on 19th Jan 2010

• my best mate

  

  i miss you me old mate i hope your happy up there its horrible down here without you god bless john your mate the forman xx

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  By josie brooks on 19th Jan 2010

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